Lost in Neverland

"Let them miss you. Sometimes when you’re always available, they take you for granted because they..."

Fri, 03 May 2013 23:52:07 +0800

““Let them miss you. Sometimes when you’re always available, they take you for granted because they think you’ll always stay.””

- Anonymous (via ckgarden)

April 24, 2012 And then I stopped writing about you.

Wed, 24 Apr 2013 21:34:00 +0800

April 24, 2012

And then I stopped writing about you.

Zambales 2012

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 00:44:00 +0800

12/8-9/12

Good morning, Subic!

Let’s go to the beach-each!

Swimming time!

A jump-dive HAHA

Dudessss.

Because we miss our friend, we did his famous pose!

Afternoon.

On our way to the real beach!

Serene.

Traces that the waves have left.

Them girls ♥

Milk & choco, aye?

The good morning faces!

Goofing around. Bahaha.

Trio.

….and another trio? HAHA.

Good job, guys!

Well hello there doggie. HAHA

The poop face.

There’s a rainbow always after the rain :)

Goodbye, Zambales!

See you again, soon!

Enchanted Kingdom 2012

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 00:09:00 +0800

10/14/12 || Just some photos

Hello, EK!!!!

Happy birthday, Raro ♥

Movie time!! Rialto!

Rio Grande Rapids!

Last batch for Rio Grande! The line was cray, man!

Bye, EK :(

Too exact for my life right now

Sun, 23 Sep 2012 17:11:00 +0800

I Can’t Like You

by Christopher Hudspeth

I like you. I mean I actually, like you. I realized it a while ago and I’m not thrilled because I already know that I shouldn’t. I can’t. I won’t. There’s no happy ending that could possibly come of this – not even a half decent one. Not for you, not for I. In fact, the chances of things ending in any fashion other than a love life massacre are alarmingly slim. If only there were a way to enjoy your company while controlling and diffusing this pesky crush, that would be ideal. It’s obvious that we both know there are undeclared feelings that exceed those of a regular friendship; we’re just hesitant to say so. Or at least I am.

It’s tempting to just tell you, and if your immediate facial expression displays anything other than joy, I can quickly declare “Just kidding,” making you feel like the foolish one for buying into my obvious ‘joke’. But eventually I decide that it’s better off being left an unspoken thought in my mind, because the potential of rejection or complication is far worse than keeping my mouth shut. Unreciprocated feelings ruin good friendships. They make one person ask for more than can be given, create discomfort, and serve as a cancerous tumor to the platonic bond. When we avoid expressing feelings and hold them in, it’s benign. Yes they still exists, but being left unspoken makes them harmless.

There are those days where boldness from an unknown source makes me go as far as writing out a text message professing my feelings. I read it, reread it, evaluate each word and consider various outcomes. After a while the little voice in my head thinks better of it and holds delete until every last letter has been expunged. It’s safer that way and right now, caution feels wiser.

You’re just too unavailable. Emotionally unavailable. Physically unavailable. Simply unavailable. Or is it unattainable? Either way, I know that I can’t like you. And there are many reasons as to why you’re not a possibility, but do quantity and details really mean that much? In reality, one legitimate reason is enough, and with that knowledge our feelings should be kept in check. Or I should say, my feelings – to avoid making any assumptions.

So these thoughts will be suppressed. They’ll be stuffed into a bottle with the cap screwed on tight. It’s better this way. Or at the very least, it’s safer. All that’s for certain is that I can’t like you, for so many reasons. And if just one of those reasons would be enough for me to keep distance, the fact that there are multiple only solidifies any anxieties. The crush will have to go somewhere far, far away. Maybe it’ll dissolve, evaporate, or vanish suddenly – whatever the case it can’t expose itself. Because yes, I really like you, but I can’t.

I’m confused. I’m abashed. I’m addled. I’m amazed. I’m astonished....

Sat, 21 Jul 2012 22:23:00 +0800

I’m confused.

I’m abashed. I’m addled. I’m amazed. I’m astonished. I’m baffled. I’m becloud. I’m bedeviled. I’m befuddled. I’m bemused. I’m clouded. I’m cluttered. I’m complicated. I’m confounded. I’m darkened. I’m dazed. I’m demoralized. I’m discomfited. I’m discomposed. I’m disconcert. I’m discountenanced. I’m disoriented. I’m distracted. I’m embarrassed. I’m fazed. I’m flustered. I’m fogged. I’m frustrated. I’m fuddled. I’m involved. I’m leaded astray. I’m messed up. I’m misinformed. I’m misleaded. I’m mortified. I’m muddled. I’m mystified. I’m obscured. I’m perplexed. I’m puzzled. I’m rattled. I’m rendered. I’m uncertain. I’m troubled. I’m unhinged. I’m unsettled. I’m upset. I’m worried.

Hi pretty

Wed, 11 Jul 2012 20:58:00 +0800

Really? Thank you! ♥ Hehe. Hi :)

Curse next weekend.

Sat, 07 Jul 2012 20:15:18 +0800

Curse next weekend.

"The heart has reasons that reason cannot know."

Tue, 03 Jul 2012 22:39:04 +0800

“The heart has reasons that reason cannot know.”

- Blaise Pascal

Photo

Wed, 20 Jun 2012 00:45:15 +0800

Hey! I really like your hair and your face and your style in clothes and your grammar! Haha :) But I think I should stay anon ;-)

Sun, 17 Jun 2012 22:30:00 +0800

Awww, you made my night!!! Thank you, Anon! But I don’t think I have this admirable fashion sense. Hehee. ♥

Siri.

Sat, 16 Jun 2012 19:01:56 +0800

Me and Jodie (to Siri): Tanga
Siri: Call Yna
ALL: Laughing the hell outta us

I’ve seen you twice today. & that made me happy. :-)

Thu, 14 Jun 2012 21:51:52 +0800

I’ve seen you twice today.

& that made me happy.

:-)

lucky 13. lucky wednesday

Wed, 13 Jun 2012 21:06:54 +0800

So I didn’t see that coming.
We. Are. Seatmates.
asdfghjklllll

Photo

Sat, 09 Jun 2012 21:13:19 +0800

"Consider it: every person you have ever met, every person will suffer the loss of his friends and..."

Sat, 09 Jun 2012 20:59:06 +0800

“Consider it: every person you have ever met, every person will suffer the loss of his friends and family. All are going to lose everything they love in this world. Why would one want to be anything but kind to them in the meantime?”

- Sam Harris (via julie911)

"I’ve said for years that no one leans against the cross and says, “All you people come to the..."

Sat, 09 Jun 2012 19:15:23 +0800

“I’ve said for years that no one leans against the cross and says, “All you people come to the cross.” We kneel at the cross and say, “Come on. There is room.” So this is the profound message of the dysfunction of the church. God knew that it was going to be dysfunctional and still sent Jesus. That’s why we celebrate. That’s the basis of our joy. It’s not that we’re better people but that Christ has loved us where we are, and that becomes the motivating launching point for all the transformation that occurs in us. When you stray away from the gospel, you clear the way for these three things to really exist in a strong way in your church. If Christianity is not about the death of Jesus Christ for your sins and the extension of righteousness from His righteous and perfect life, then all you have left to do is moralistic deism.”

- Matt Chandler, Guiding and Confronting the Mess (via blakebaggott)

I hate the fact that I can’t help someone financially

Fri, 08 Jun 2012 20:24:55 +0800

I hate the fact that I can’t help someone financially

So friendless

Thu, 07 Jun 2012 17:53:39 +0800

I hate being irreg -___-

Grabe! You look like Kara David!

Thu, 07 Jun 2012 17:22:58 +0800

Searched for her. So she’s a newcaster. I don’t see it in any angle. Haha.